things looking better. i need to register for my pharmacy tech class, but i don’t wish to stay seated for a long time period, 9am to 5pm saturdays. i think she’s reading my bloggggg nowwww. HELLOOOOO! i gotta do my math homework.


found some bad news. the girl is going to go out with a guy. she told me that, he told her to pick a “special place.” when a guy says special place that means he wants to get serious. which in my case it means i dont have a chance :(. last time this happened, a guy (might of been the same one, who knows!) asked her if she wanted to go clubbing. she told me about it first and i said, “if you want to go, then go ahead, I can’t stop you.” then a few days after that she told me she wasn’t going to go since I didn’t like it; which made me happy :). But now it’s different. she hadn’t been talking to me recently for a few days, but she told me it was because she was tired. i have to believe her, i really do. but now today since she had a guy asked her out…and she hasn’t been talking to me much….oddly it adds up but i can’t jump to conclusions. i hope she doesn’t go this time either, but then again i have no chance. i tried 3 times before.
microbiology is fun, but frustrating. gram positive rods vs gram negative rods and gram positive cocci. i believe my unknown test for 19B is gram positive rods which are singles.
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i wish she knew i need helppppp. i’m doing bad in college. microbiology i’m almost failing. only getting a 72% out of 100 which is a C. I WANT an B or A. she doesn’t like to text me much anymore soooooo yeah. i think i’m getting just a tad bit annoying. i wish she could tell when i say “wanna help me with my hw” that i’m like dieing with it. DAMN YOU SCHOOL! I’m still going to try hard, we have two more huge tests coming up. I want to get at least a B on both of those so my grade doesn’t sink in a hole.

the person i care about most in the world! she doesn’t know i’m using her picture, hope she doesn’t mind. i tagged it inside so no one steals her identity. she doesn’t like it when i post pictures of half naked chicks so i respect that.
Couldnt finish watching this vid :/ brought me to tears smh
I swear to God, I cried like a baby………………………………………….
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